So I've felt so fat lately. I need to lose a good 20lbs that I've put on in the two years since my "recovery". I forgot how much I miss it. Life seems so boring now. I hate hate hate not being comfortable with my body. It's the worst feeling, especially as summer approaches. I won't wear anything but jeans/long pants and a t-shirt. Anything that shows the form of my body embarrasses me.
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