Its saturday and i have a lot of reading to do for school (as always). Worked out for the first time in a week yesterday. I need to get better at this and more dedicated. Now that I'm wearing shorts again (only around the house when I'm home alone!) I am getting more motivated to lose this weight. My legs look great from some angles and HORRIBLE!!!! from others. So it motivates me to work with what I have so far and get rid of the disgusting fat that I can see. I weight the heaviest I ever have now...so I guess there's no place to go but up now that I'm actually trying again.